Why don’t anyone think like me?

Oh………. Why does my life have to be such a mess? Whoa hold on my life is not a mess; I’m just messed up because of my messy friends who always get into  trouble with the Capulet's. Why can’t  I stop all the trouble on time? My friend Mercutio died from that blady Tybalt’s hands. He is a sinner for killing people for no reason. For the anger of Mercutio’s death Romeo my cousin killed Tybalt like a dog which he had  it coming. But I’m worried because the Prince banished Romeo from the city of Verona as a punishment for the murder of Tybalt. In middle of everything I still do not get one thing, which is, why didn’t Romeo fight with Tybalt in the beginning? If Romeo had fought Tybalt in the first place Mercutio wouldn’t have died today. Why did Romeo back down and gave a stupid speech of love to Tybalt? What the hell is wrong with Romeo? Hm.. Love I hate that word because that word does not exist among the Mantagues and the Capulet's. Instead of love what ends up happening is more fights and deaths. God I am sick of this, I am losing all my best friends whom I have ever had. Please help me to find a solution for everything. I lost Mercutio, and I can’t lose Romeo too. But how can I help him when he is banished from Verona and have no contact of anyway. According to prince’s perception I too think the banishment is the best thing what has happen to Romeo because it is the best way for him to stay out trouble. But what bothers me the most is, Romeo is hiding something huge from all of us and he is suffering too. The question is what is it?       

Let peace prevail and let hatred die.

             My  Life  in  the  city  in  the  city  of  Verona  is  a  real  mess.  Sometimes  I  feel  like  I  am  living  in  a  hellhole because  where  ever  I  go  I  will  get  into  trouble  without  even  knowing.  I  am  a  honest  man  who  always  speaks  the  truth  and  also  a  person  who  always  try  to  make  peace  between  the  Montagues  and  the  Capulets.  Even  though  I  try  really  hard  to  make  peace  among  them  what  happens in  the  end  is,  the  fight  gets  worst  and  many  people  will  get  hurt  including  me.  I  am  the  Kinnsman of  Romeo Montague  and  his  only  true  friend. If  I  get  in  trouble  it  is  mainly  because  of   Romeo.  The  reason   why  is  where  ever  he  goes  he  will  get  in  to  a  fight  with  the  Coapulets  since  he  is  a  Montague,  and  I  will  have  to  get  involved  in  it  too. Poor  Romeo  he  has  nothing  to  do with  any  of  these  problems  except  the  only  problem  is  that  he  is  a  Montague.  As  a  peace  maker  I  am  not  a  good  swordsman  but  a  man  of  honesty.  I  always  try  to  speak  the  truth,  and  because  of  that  whenever  there  is  a  fight  the  elders  come  to  me  and  questions  me  about  how  the  fight  started.  Poor  me  what  am  I  suppose  to  do  but  speak  the  truth.  For  me  speaking  to  the  elders  is  not  a  problem  but  when  I   speak  to  the  Prince  my  legs  start  to  shake. 

                                        Prince  is  like  the  Cheif  of  Verona  who  has   the  power  to  do  anything.  For  example,  he  has  the  power  to  kill  me  or  send  me  to  jail.So  if  I  wont  speak  the  truth  to  him  it  is  the  end  of  my  life  in  Verona.  Hmmmm.....  as  I  said  before  where  ever  I  go  the  trouble  comes  behind  me  and  I  do  not  know  how  to  avoid  them  but  to  keep  on  doing  what  I  am  doing  right  now  which  is  to  be  honest  and  speak  the  truth.